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[violinmadness]

hey everyone today i was sitting in the library trying to study but i have such a love life its shocking
i am soo bessotted with nial i cant live without him
gerards a freak i mean drugs smoking drinking violence huffy tantrums i mean really wise up grow up and get a life soooo fallin out with him i dont want to go out with him on valentines night i actually dont want to go out wit him nynight but i dont want to fall out with him......help to give him the picture?
okay he has money big wop and offers to buy me stuff but nial has the best qualities of all i mean omg he drive me insane hes all i think of like all the time and i mean ahhh i could cry i need him
i mean hes the first guy i can actually lie down with and just lie there with him and not feel stressed or under pressure or uneasy
hes perfect and well i hope he sees that
i would prefer to spend valentines on my own than with gerard although i bet nial has to take shauna out cause of the whole baby thing i dunno all messed up if ya ask me ...
any way i need people to tell me wat to do about gerard wat do i say and how do i say it
im goin insane xoxoxoxo
thanx
xoxoxox
feeling crappy everyone so try and make ma smile?