writing again finally
Master of holding my tongue
I didn’t mention the last night
The one where I knew I was losing you,
Or the way you said my name
In the way I knew id never hear it again.
I didn’t bring up
The past or the way that it was
Or all the things, all the ways we could have been
And now everything I do,
Is a distraction from you
You’ll remember me when the rest forget
you’ll regret me when they’re all chomping at the bit
6 months spitting apologies and insults,
Shoving them down each others throats,
Until we’re choking.
Just know that,
I loved you better than you could have ever loved me
And when you turn around,
You wont see me.
I didn’t mention the last night
The one where I knew I was losing you,
Or the way you said my name
In the way I knew id never hear it again.
I didn’t bring up
The past or the way that it was
Or all the things, all the ways we could have been
And now everything I do,
Is a distraction from you
You’ll remember me when the rest forget
you’ll regret me when they’re all chomping at the bit
6 months spitting apologies and insults,
Shoving them down each others throats,
Until we’re choking.
Just know that,
I loved you better than you could have ever loved me
And when you turn around,
You wont see me.