She put that bottle to her head, and pulled the trigger.

[violetxwaves]

Today I finally put all the things I was feeling in one big confussing thought.. I want to write it all down. But it will come up all shitty.. it wont make sence.. or.. it just wont mean anything.. it's hard to explain.. You like the person you'r with.. but you want someone else back.. or you just want what you had with that person with someone else? it's hard to explain.. I have no clue what im thinking anymore.. theres so much messed up these days, nothing at all makes sence.. sometimes i just wanna go in my room until i finally find out whats wrong with me. I want my happy-ness back.. when i used to be really happy.. it was so long ago.. i can barly remember it.. uhh.. this is a stupid entry.. this is a stupid journal.. im making a new one.

Remember me like im nothing