help me i am in hell
Update time.
i have a month left of insanity and then i get to move once again! yay! I am going to Eastern Michigan University next semester and I already registered for 5 awesome classes, one being yoga! hell yes...i also do NOT have to do any foreign language or crazy math! oh insert sigh of elief here...
I also get to move in with Matt so that will be awesome. and then i can buy junk like bathroom rugs and candles again. that is so fun.
thanksgiving is coming and i am already dreading it. i hate most of my family and how they treat me. they are critical and ignorant, they are constantly looking down their noses at me which i think is hilarious because i have more schooling then all of them put together and they are fat pigs on top of it. they are in no place to act this way but for some reason i get condescending looks and comments constantly. i basically show up, sit, and leave.
"oh nikki, not eating meat again? thats silly you need rotting dead abused animal carcuss in your intestines to fit in, stupid girl. what do you mean you dont go to church? neither do we but you should blindly follow the blind, its normal. of course sins are forgiven, of course i have no understanding that the church invented confession just a few hundred years ago to get more money from the unethical and ignorant. temples? what you now, jewish? tattoos now? what are you, a whore that will end up in prison? i suppose you do drugs because you like those herbs and vitamins too. excuse me while i turn my head and chat with your other fat and racist family member about how our arthritis is hurting and how lame our mundane jobs are. thats just more important."
siiiigh. ypsilanti here i come. 30 more days. im at work right now but believe me, im starting to pack asap. enough with this semester, fuck panic attacks and not getting A's this time. fuck everything.
