Back from the computer dead...
My laptop finally died and it took a few days to get something new... but now I am FLYING BABEE! I was in shock over the cost but I got over it. It is nice to have a good computer again. I have been seriously soul searching that last few days and there are things that I just dont like about myself. Its funny though, I am not that way when I am around Debbie, and she seems to be the ONLY person. Everyone else, it seems I feel like I have to impress them... and I am not doing a good job either. I am ending up looking like an idiot and desperate for attention. Which I guess I am... but why? Why do I feel this way? I dont know, I dont care but its gonna change.