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I FUCKING HATE MY FAMILY!!! Why shouldn't I considering they don't give a rats ass about me. All they care about is that I have to give them money every month for certain things, and that I'm here to do shit for them because either my brother won't or isn't home to do it. I'm tired of being a fucking god damn maid. Hell they don't even pay me for this shit. Why bring this up you ask? Well it's like this, my brother got home from rehab as most of you know... he got a job at Bob Evans as a cook. O.k. that's fine and dandy, except he doesn't want to have to get up every day to go and hang out at the mall for 4 hours. O.k. that's also fine, but don't ask me to do it because I make plans before the next day. Let him take the damn bus. What's wrong with that? It's not like he's making money for nothing. Hell he still owes me $17 and not to add the $200 something he stole from me when he was doing drugs. Hell he's never done anything for me so why the hell should I do shit for him? So yeah... then they wonder why I want to move out in such a hurry. I mean the last time I checked, my occupation or name tag for that matter doesn't say Chauffeur. Neither does Lindsay's or Chris'. So Why should they have to put up with that shit... let alone me? Besides guess who's going to have to start taking the bus come the 23 of January just because I won't get out of school in time for my dad to take me to work then bring me home... and I know very well my grams won't come get me. Those of you who know me know that I can't stand riding the bus because I've had bad experiences riding buses when I had to ride them going to visit my mom... even though Yet again, Eric got treated like a fucking king. He got to fly on a plane. I had to take a fucking grey hound bus both times and both times some guy tried hitting on me and taking me places I didn't want to go while I was stuck in the ROTTEN NO GOOD SHIT OF A BUS STATION in Tallahassee, Florida. I mean hell the people there are so rude. The only time I got to ride in a plane was if I was coming to see my grandmother up here when I was living in like Mississippi, and there again I was with my family. It just pisses me off how I get treated. I know I know, everyone's saying fight back, but you don't understand. I'm not a fighter. I'm always afraid of someone hitting me or something. I'd just rather not get into it. I just wish that I could become rich and just I don't know get the hell away from my family. This so isn't fair. well later days.