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Well I guess it's time for an update. First I'll start off with my weird dream. Now see I know that I'm a big fan of Buffy, but I think this kind of took it too far. It was like the world was coming to an end and it was me, Buffy, Willow, Xander, Dawn, Faith(which was really weird), and a few other people. Of course Giles was there too. Anywho, the world was coming to an end as I mentioned before. We were all fighting deamons while Willow was making a door to another demension that would keep us all safe. Well we got done with the deamons, and the door opened. Will told us that we only had like so many hours before the door closed so get everything we needed and head in. So we all went off to get our stuff when I got home though, I saw my twin cousins, lying on the floor drained of blood. So I took them to see Giles and he did a blood transfusion with a vampire... which meant my cousins would be vampires, but I still gathered up their things and sent them into the other demension. Well I put the box of their stuff down and shoved it in to the other demension and I left to go get my stuff. I wound up getting a few things from home then ransacked Wal-mart for the other stuff... coincidence? so everything was packed into a box and I stop by a church to pray but get attacked by vampires. I didnt' have time for this so I kicked butt only to get to the door just in time to see it close. not good. It meant that I was going to be there when the world blew up. I tried knocking on the door, but I woke up after that so I didn't get to find out what happened.
On another note, I FUCKING HATE FINALS! They take everything away from me. Everything that means anything to me is taken away. Like my time with Chris. I'll only get to spend about 10 1/2 hours with him this whole week. I know I should be happy because I at least get to spend time with him, but after tomorrow I most likely won't get to spend much "alone" time with him until the summer. Yes I can schedual my work schedual around his work and school scheduals, but that's not going to help. He's just going to have to study more and work harder. ***shrugs*** It happens every freaking time. I find happiness and it gets taken away from me in some way form or fashion. THIS FUCKING SUCKS MAJOR ASS! Oh well since no one wants to hear me bitch (I found this out between the last two days.) I'm going to end it here.
On another note, I FUCKING HATE FINALS! They take everything away from me. Everything that means anything to me is taken away. Like my time with Chris. I'll only get to spend about 10 1/2 hours with him this whole week. I know I should be happy because I at least get to spend time with him, but after tomorrow I most likely won't get to spend much "alone" time with him until the summer. Yes I can schedual my work schedual around his work and school scheduals, but that's not going to help. He's just going to have to study more and work harder. ***shrugs*** It happens every freaking time. I find happiness and it gets taken away from me in some way form or fashion. THIS FUCKING SUCKS MAJOR ASS! Oh well since no one wants to hear me bitch (I found this out between the last two days.) I'm going to end it here.