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So I just got home from my friend Brandy's wedding. The wedding itself was beautiful. I mean I almost cried. Then again it was a good friend of mine getting married and she was just to beautiful in her wedding gown. Then of course we had the reception which was a blast. I mean the few adults I was with almost got plastered (espically the one CSM from work. then again she's funny when she's sober. On top of that though I've started to think about my own wedding. I do of course plan on marring the first guy who has saved me from life itself. Chris has given me all that I could ever ask for. I mean he's the first guy that actually wants to be with me all the time. He's the first guy that has ever turned me on just by looking at him or kissing him. He's the first guy that I could be happy with just sitting on the couch and watching a movie or whatever we happen to watch on t.v. I'm comfortable with him. I feel like I've known him all my life. I can tell him anything ( I won't tell him everything, but I know that I could.). He isn't like my egocentric first "real" boyfriend. If we make love, he actually appreciates it. And even though he teases me like he wants to make love all the time I know that he doesn't. I want to marry him because he is the first guy to make me happy. He knows me. He knows how I need to be touched, held, kissed, what I need and want. He's everything I wanted in a guy so I guess you could say he's perfect. I mean we got to dance tonight and just looking in his eyes while usually singing along to the music and being held in his arms it was like no one else there existed (until T.J. would but in by doing somthing stupid.) I mean that's what I want.a guy who can make me feel like we are the only ones there.
Now for the wedding plans that would give me a dream wedding (when I'm ready of course... I would be crazy to get married now.) I want my colors to be red and silver. I want roses of course. I wish that I could make it a casual wedding. one where everyone could come as they wished. Even if it meant being in their p.j.'s. I would rather have a comfortable wedding then one where no one is comfortable. BUUUUT since I can't have that, I'll have to go with just my plans. I would love to have the wedding inside a church of course. Then have the reception outside. Hopefully the weather would permit. If not I want to have it in an air conditioned reception hall. I'd have plenty of alcohol, soda and water, plus a really good punch that I learned how to make in school. I would have my best friend Jennifer as my Maid of Honor, my brides maids will consist of two of my friends and someone that Chris choses. That'll be up to him. (yes, Chris I am making decisions for myself this time.). It depends on Who is young enough to be my flower girl. The rings will be the traditional wedding bands of course. Then Chris threw up the idea of having two receptions. A tradtional one, and then one that is for just like the people around our age. I love that idea. That way I can have music that I'm use to played. And to top it all off, there will be the throwing of the bouquet and lots of food and dancing. Those are just some ideas. They arn't set in stone yet. So thing can and most likely will change. I mean I don't know exactly when I'll be getting married. Therefore I don't know what I'm going to want at that time. I can't wait till I get married.
Now for the wedding plans that would give me a dream wedding (when I'm ready of course... I would be crazy to get married now.) I want my colors to be red and silver. I want roses of course. I wish that I could make it a casual wedding. one where everyone could come as they wished. Even if it meant being in their p.j.'s. I would rather have a comfortable wedding then one where no one is comfortable. BUUUUT since I can't have that, I'll have to go with just my plans. I would love to have the wedding inside a church of course. Then have the reception outside. Hopefully the weather would permit. If not I want to have it in an air conditioned reception hall. I'd have plenty of alcohol, soda and water, plus a really good punch that I learned how to make in school. I would have my best friend Jennifer as my Maid of Honor, my brides maids will consist of two of my friends and someone that Chris choses. That'll be up to him. (yes, Chris I am making decisions for myself this time.). It depends on Who is young enough to be my flower girl. The rings will be the traditional wedding bands of course. Then Chris threw up the idea of having two receptions. A tradtional one, and then one that is for just like the people around our age. I love that idea. That way I can have music that I'm use to played. And to top it all off, there will be the throwing of the bouquet and lots of food and dancing. Those are just some ideas. They arn't set in stone yet. So thing can and most likely will change. I mean I don't know exactly when I'll be getting married. Therefore I don't know what I'm going to want at that time. I can't wait till I get married.