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I am having a hard time breathing at a slow steady pace.
I just talked with my dad, who told me that my sister is driving him to San Francisco tomorrow for testing on his heart. His heart. EKG, X-rays, etc. The whole thing. Apparently he's been having chest pains and went to see his doctor, who recommended him to a specialist there.
I nearly just completely totally freaked out. I had to try to catch my breath and stop myself from hyperventilating. I still can't comprehend this and I'm just trying to tell myself that it's only testing - it'll be alright. They're coming home tomorrow night unless they want to keep him for any reason.
I can't deal with this. I can't deal. Someone make it stop.
I just talked with my dad, who told me that my sister is driving him to San Francisco tomorrow for testing on his heart. His heart. EKG, X-rays, etc. The whole thing. Apparently he's been having chest pains and went to see his doctor, who recommended him to a specialist there.
I nearly just completely totally freaked out. I had to try to catch my breath and stop myself from hyperventilating. I still can't comprehend this and I'm just trying to tell myself that it's only testing - it'll be alright. They're coming home tomorrow night unless they want to keep him for any reason.
I can't deal with this. I can't deal. Someone make it stop.