I can scream as loud as your last one
Well, I only ended up getting 2 hours of sleep today. I went to lay down and then Rea ended up calling me....then of course I had to get up around 9 and get showered.
Needless to say, Brad didn't come over. We were both to tired today and took mutual rain checks. Fine by me. It took me forever to get ready, anyways, though...between phone calls and piddling around. But I did manage to be dressed and presentable by the time Josh and Rick got here.
We ended up going to the Travelodge for Kareoke. Josh and Rick got pretty toasted and we all sang, kinda, together and had a good time. It was a nice, relaxing, laid back evening out. They're both crashed in my living room, sleeping now. They've got the right idea! I should be in bed, myself.
I really like Rick, he's a cool guy. We have a lot in common, although he's much more messed up in the head than me. He has a thing for Josh hardcore, but Josh doesn't feel the same in return. Throw in the fact that Rick considers himself straight and ...well...it's a mess. I'm best friends with Josh but I've gotten friendly with Rick lately. I refuse to be stuck in the middle, though, but drama with this cannot be avoided, it seems. And here I was complaining my life was too dull....sheesh.
I'm hoping that Josh doesn't get weirded out if Rick and I become closer friends. And I don't want Rick hounding me if Josh pulls away from him some. That's kinda what happened with Ryan, although Ryan really is straight. This time Josh had an attraction for him, OMG my cat just jumped 2 feet straight up in the air...she is on crack!..... ok...where was I...oh yes.. Ryan. So I asked Josh if it would be ok if Ryan and I ever fooled around, and he said he didn't care because he was over Ryan and knew he could never have him. Ryan and I got to be buddies and did end up fooling around. Josh hung out with him maybe once or twice after that and doesn't talk to him now. He says things have changed and it's too weird or whatever. I feel badly because Ryan will still get on my case about "why doesn't josh call me" etc etc...and what am I supposed to tell him? No use now. And I don't want that to happen with Rick, although the way things are going, Josh might pull away from him on his own accord.
I have a sort of job interview at 11 am today...I should be in bed. I hope I get hired. I need to work! I wasn't meant to work, though. God got some wires crossed somewhere and I get stuck being middle class whereas I was supposed to be rich and spoiled, doing charity work to keep myself busy inbetween shopping trips to Gucci. Grrr.
I need some excitement....GOOD excitement..this weekend. And Kacey STILL hasn't called me back. I wonder if she's being shady? Does she have my checks? I hate that crap.
Well...time for bed...snuggle up in my covers, smell my Aqua de Gio scented pillow courtesy of Rick......night night
Needless to say, Brad didn't come over. We were both to tired today and took mutual rain checks. Fine by me. It took me forever to get ready, anyways, though...between phone calls and piddling around. But I did manage to be dressed and presentable by the time Josh and Rick got here.
We ended up going to the Travelodge for Kareoke. Josh and Rick got pretty toasted and we all sang, kinda, together and had a good time. It was a nice, relaxing, laid back evening out. They're both crashed in my living room, sleeping now. They've got the right idea! I should be in bed, myself.
I really like Rick, he's a cool guy. We have a lot in common, although he's much more messed up in the head than me. He has a thing for Josh hardcore, but Josh doesn't feel the same in return. Throw in the fact that Rick considers himself straight and ...well...it's a mess. I'm best friends with Josh but I've gotten friendly with Rick lately. I refuse to be stuck in the middle, though, but drama with this cannot be avoided, it seems. And here I was complaining my life was too dull....sheesh.
I'm hoping that Josh doesn't get weirded out if Rick and I become closer friends. And I don't want Rick hounding me if Josh pulls away from him some. That's kinda what happened with Ryan, although Ryan really is straight. This time Josh had an attraction for him, OMG my cat just jumped 2 feet straight up in the air...she is on crack!..... ok...where was I...oh yes.. Ryan. So I asked Josh if it would be ok if Ryan and I ever fooled around, and he said he didn't care because he was over Ryan and knew he could never have him. Ryan and I got to be buddies and did end up fooling around. Josh hung out with him maybe once or twice after that and doesn't talk to him now. He says things have changed and it's too weird or whatever. I feel badly because Ryan will still get on my case about "why doesn't josh call me" etc etc...and what am I supposed to tell him? No use now. And I don't want that to happen with Rick, although the way things are going, Josh might pull away from him on his own accord.
I have a sort of job interview at 11 am today...I should be in bed. I hope I get hired. I need to work! I wasn't meant to work, though. God got some wires crossed somewhere and I get stuck being middle class whereas I was supposed to be rich and spoiled, doing charity work to keep myself busy inbetween shopping trips to Gucci. Grrr.
I need some excitement....GOOD excitement..this weekend. And Kacey STILL hasn't called me back. I wonder if she's being shady? Does she have my checks? I hate that crap.
Well...time for bed...snuggle up in my covers, smell my Aqua de Gio scented pillow courtesy of Rick......night night