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hmm i decided, that no matter what happens in life, i will never have the one i want, i have fucked up more then you guys will ever know, and fucked myself over for beingable to be with the guy i know i was spost to be with. i think i am not going to *be* with anyone for a long time now, i meen if it happens it happens. and i will date around, but not get seriouse with anyone, plus i meen how fair is it for me to get involved with some one on a seriouse, or COULD be seriouse level when i am still in love with someone else. it has been a year, and they say *it takes 1/2 the time OF the relationship to get over the relationship* and i think that is COMPLETE BULLSHIT.