Jun 12, 2006 16:29
It's just been an over-all crappy week
For oneee,
on 6/6/06, of ALL DAYS, Jessica hadta get killed.
So that's been rough
the wake was unbelieveably difficult...
& then my fundraiser hadta get messed around withh.
Secondlyy,
the people I work(ed) for are assholes
There's no other word
"Rene, you've GOT to learn the ropes here! So why don't you sweep the stock room?
Good, how about the dining area now?" hmm, how about you go fall off something!?!
Thirdly,
it's come to my attention that I may be moving....AGAIN.
and NO not back to Lockport,
to Roy-Hart.
What the flippp!?
I just switched friggen schools!!!
And now I LOVEE Newfane!
I mean comee onnn!
Freshman year in Lockport, Sophmore year in Newfane, Junior year in Roy-Hart...holyy friggen crapp!
Fourthlyy,
I can't handle all the drama with Holleigh, Rachel, Gabe and Ryan.
I'm kinda trying this new thing where I eliminate the drama from my life.
And ohhh, it's just going soo soooo greatt!!
Why can't I just be friends with everyone!?
Why are people always forcing me to take sides!??!!
Basically, I'm irritated, frustrated, and overwhelmed.
And Jessicas' death has YET to hit me.
It just seems like a nightmare, and I'll be waking up soon....
But she's gone.
The papers say it,
people say it,
hell, I saw it for myself...
Still.
It's just beyond belief.
Anyway, I'm done.
thanks.