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I feel lost, alone. Which is weird because I'm married to my best friend and surrounded people. The thing people don't get is you can be married and feel lonely. Brendon Urie says it perfectly.
"If you're a lover, you should know
The lonely moments just get lonelier
The longer you're in love
Then if you were alone."
Being unemployed has made my mind wander more than usual. Which is amazing because it already goes faster than I can type my thoughts. Some get lost in this mess. I feel like I have no one to talk to. Which is why I started this journal. I need to commit to posting more because it does make me feel better. Even if no one reads them.