May 17, 2005 13:59
Well right now, i'm in my mom's office because i just got checked out of school because i just had graduation awards and i have dance practice afterwards, so yea... but now i'm here and today was kinda well alot boring because we had to get our costumes to dress up in for the dress rehearsal thing for our project or w/e so yea. i dont wanna do the real thing, its so stupid that they made us do this much work at the end of the year, especailly on the second to last day of school. i just cant wait till its over.
I got to thinkin today, that i'm really dissapionted in myself because before this year, i've never gotten a 'C' on my report card, i didnt even get a gpa of 3.0 at all this year, and thats very unusual for me. at the beginning of the year, i always thought that i could do better like get straight 'A's but cheerleading was taking up my time and holding me back. so whenever i quit the squad this year, my goal was to do better than i have before, but i dunno. i guess that i just got a little lazy or somethin, cuz i'd be writen like a check everyday for not being prepared, and i'm really ashamed of myself, because i know that i could do way better than that. not using an excuse, but i think that dallas might have side tracked me a little too, cuz whenever i was with him, i changed for the worst. and now that i'm going to LGHS next year, i'm hoping that i can start new and not get so side tracked anymore. cuz i'll be in dance, i always have shea as a good person to look up to and admire, because he has such good qualities as a person that i would like to have myself, i'll talk more about that later, cuz yall will think i'm obsessed or somethin, but then again, since when do i care about what other people think...? well anyway and plus i'll have a chance to meet new people and get a chance to get with the right group of people, if ya know what i mean (i dont wanna hang out with all the sluts and what not) ahem...anyway and i'll always have my old friends 'yall readn this right now' to back my up and to talk to when i need help. so i'm hoping that next year i can do alot better. omg! and plus ever since tuesday when my mom had a meeting with mrs. stacey, she told my new alpha teacher for next year that my goal for next year was to have a gpa of 3.5 or higher! and i didn't even make a 3.0 this year, so i dunno what they were smokin when they decided that, but yea i'm gonna be really into keepin my grades up. heres a survey for ya if ya wanna take it so yea.. later 4 now
1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? green
2. Your first initial? g
3. Your month of birth? october
4. Which color do you like more, black or white? black
5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours: jessica
6. Your favorite number? 12
7. Do you like California or Florida more? California
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? ocean
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
i wish that my mom would just allow me and shea to go out.
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
2. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum &your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good..
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
7. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
8 If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
9. This wish will come true only if you believe in it enough and reach out for what you want.