Ranting
So I was on my way home from school today and I have no earthly idea what compelled me to get in such a rage of a bad mood, but it happened. I was overwhelmed by the thought of revenge and how badly I wanted to give a person the same respect they've given me: none. I started forming these plans to show up somewhere and giving that person the cold shoulder as if I didn't know them. And then my thoughts shifted to someone else. Oh how I wish I could just... I don't even know what I would do! Then I started realizing how everything was beginning to bottle up and knowing that venting to other people doesn't always help that. Because believe me, I've vented to a handful of people. It's the fact that they're all bottled up and that person doesn't know just how angry I am. This bothers me because I am not the kind of person to hold grudges and I am not the kind of person that can easily let something go about someone if they don't know how I feel.
And then there's this OTHER person that doesn't understand the importance of relationships! She jumps into things way too soon! I just don't get it!!!! Get your priorities straight woman!!!
And then I hate it when I have a cut on the inside of my lip because when I try and brush my teeth it hurts like a biznitch.
I was thinking about all these things and then all of a sudden I was next to this car in traffic and I looked over and it's this guy with a shaved haircut and a dry cleaner thing hanging near the front window. I knew immediatly he must be in the Navy. And sure enough, when he got in front of my his liscense plate cover read, "US Navy Chief Petty Officer" and John's not a Chief Petty Officer, but he is a Petty Officer and in the Navy and it made me smile. So as quickly as I got into a rage of a bad mood, it was pretty much wiped away after that. I am still angry though!! But not as much :)
Anyway. I'm craving Zaxby's. I've been in a really cooking mood lately, I made calzones for my mommy on mother's day and it was amazing. It's only the second time I've made them. They are my new speciality next to bean dip.
I want to do something different with my hair. I'm thinking to cut about 2 inches or so off (even though I like it this long, it needs to be trimmed) and re-doing my roots black, and making red and caramel highlights in it. And then I've thought about cutting it even shorter. Maybe shoulder length. That would be a good 6 or so inches off. I wish I had the guts to cut 10 inches off, then I'd donate it. I would ask people's opinion on this and find pictures of it, but hardly anyone reads my posts I'm sure. I think my myspace blog is more successful than this is. That's why I just went off about ranting that I knew those people wouldn't be reading it.
um that's about it.
And then there's this OTHER person that doesn't understand the importance of relationships! She jumps into things way too soon! I just don't get it!!!! Get your priorities straight woman!!!
And then I hate it when I have a cut on the inside of my lip because when I try and brush my teeth it hurts like a biznitch.
I was thinking about all these things and then all of a sudden I was next to this car in traffic and I looked over and it's this guy with a shaved haircut and a dry cleaner thing hanging near the front window. I knew immediatly he must be in the Navy. And sure enough, when he got in front of my his liscense plate cover read, "US Navy Chief Petty Officer" and John's not a Chief Petty Officer, but he is a Petty Officer and in the Navy and it made me smile. So as quickly as I got into a rage of a bad mood, it was pretty much wiped away after that. I am still angry though!! But not as much :)
Anyway. I'm craving Zaxby's. I've been in a really cooking mood lately, I made calzones for my mommy on mother's day and it was amazing. It's only the second time I've made them. They are my new speciality next to bean dip.
I want to do something different with my hair. I'm thinking to cut about 2 inches or so off (even though I like it this long, it needs to be trimmed) and re-doing my roots black, and making red and caramel highlights in it. And then I've thought about cutting it even shorter. Maybe shoulder length. That would be a good 6 or so inches off. I wish I had the guts to cut 10 inches off, then I'd donate it. I would ask people's opinion on this and find pictures of it, but hardly anyone reads my posts I'm sure. I think my myspace blog is more successful than this is. That's why I just went off about ranting that I knew those people wouldn't be reading it.
um that's about it.