The perfect picture. . .

Dec 01, 2007 12:49

Seeing that I have no pictures of me when I'm cold, I won't post one. *smirks* Anyway, I sensed that Atem was freezing und since I'm more accustomed to the cold than he is, I thought I would make him more comfortable. I had brought over my heaviest goose down comforter und a new pair of heavy socks for his feet made from the softest lamb wool. I know that the weather here can be harsh, but the best part is the closeness und sharing a fire.

I feel asleep in his arms, wanting to keep the King of my heart warm, und the dreams I had were beautiful ones. I dreamed of my garden in spring, und on one of my rose bushes as I was walking passed, a single blue rose amongst white ones. As I looked at the rose, daring not to clip it off from her sisters, I thought of Atem. Just as my mind pictured him, he was there by my side. The roses then turned from white to blue und the pink petals of the cherry trees came down as he took my hand und smiled. I have never felt such peace.

The amazing happened as we looked at each other. The land has healed, the trees are no longer suffering und the ocean was more wondrous than before. I was so closed off from the world before came into my life that I failed to see the world around me in all it's splendor.  The moment my heart was opened when he opened my eyes to my deeds of deceit und betrayal, I was healed und the world became clear to me.

I smiled as I looked into his crimson eyes. To know this peace forever more can only happen if I fully opened my heart to him und the bond between us can strengthen through matrimony, I have seem my wedding day. Our wedding day.

I blush as I think about it in depth. I must give us more time to learn about each other. I don't want to rush this. We are learning about each other now und seeing Atem happy makes my heart soar.

I opened my eyes und my Atem was reading under the covers. He looked adorable as I turned to face him with my head resting on my hand with my other hand on my hip laying prone on the bed under the covers. I adore him. His handsome features were fighting the cold. It was then that my brother had entered the room. It was then that I had to do something. It was cold und as much as I dislike the cold, I dislike seeing my love suffer even more. I got out of the warmth comfort to take care of my love und started the fire. It's more symbolic to me to do so. It's the start of something wonderful und the thoughts that went through my mind that moment were purely exquisite that these thoughts made me blush. I had to stop thinking as soon as I looked upon my Atem after the fire was in full force.

winter, cold, healing, leon, thoughts, fireplaces, wedding, comfort, matrimony, love, roses, atem

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