I have not told anyone this, not even Max but sometimes I have felt ghosts and even seen them. I started to realize this more when I am at a certain site. The feelings associated there get stronger for me. Maybe it is the connection to the site. Maybe it is because of so many deaths. I am not sure but it could also be my emotions that cause it to be stronger there. I am sorry all those things happened to you even though it is not my fault.
This is my home. I was born here, my father was born here, und his father before him. Leon was born here too, so ja, I am concerned. I may be delusional. I am hoping that it's only because of Halloween being so close that I am just imagining all of this.
I hope so too. I will be showing Max the site I talked about. I want him to know what happened to me there. Anyway I won't tell you any details. You have alot on your mind and I do not want to burden you. I just hope this will all get better for you.
I will be very open with him. That is why I am taking him there. I know it is his birthday and it was such a sad and tragic thing but since we are here in New York I need to tell him at that place. I want him to know why at times I am sad. It does not happen often but it still does on the aneversary. I wish I can help you. Maybe when I come up for Halloween I can help. Has Atem felt anything there?
You worry about healing yourself, und spend time with your beau. Don't let my problems get in your way of your quality time. Trust me, you are far from done und Herr Pegasus is more keen than he lets on. He's more than likely wanting you to open up to him rather than the other way around. Believe me when I say that he's not as blind as he appears.
*smiles* I have figured that out myself. He almost figured out we were going to New York and I have to get him distracted before he really figured it out.
*laughs* I won't ask how you distracted him, for it's non of my business, but know that he's quite the crafty one. At Christmas time, he's even worse. *laughs* He knows way too much for someone that hardly spends time with people.
Zigfried Von Schroeder that is not how I distracted him mister. *laughs* I will definately hide his presents very well as to not have them find out who they are.
*nods his head slowly with a sarcastic expression* S~ure. Then how did you convince him that you were the one to pay for all of that, huh? You know, I could pitch in some so that way this gift that you are doing for him will be from me too. Perhaps you can ask Herr Kaiba too. This way, it's less strain on you. *smiles seductively, thinking that he can get his way*
*shakes her head* Ziggy I am not strapped for cash hun. Like I told Max I have a few accounts. I have been very frugal with my spendings and I also have CDs and the other accounts are used to hold my dividend money and I use those for emergencies. I have enough in one of those accounts that I can live without work for a couple of years in case I lost any of my jobs and the economy was to get bad. I am not rich but I am not poor. Do not worry. I told Max if I need help I would ask. If I could not afford it, I would not do it. I would do something that would be less expensive. I can't ask Kaiba when he has things he needs his money for and I appreciate you wanting to help and give him something too but I will be ok.
*winks back* Thank you Zigfried. You know I do not think he has an autographed copy of the first edition of Funny Bunny. I think he really wanted one. I did not get it as that would be too much. Perhaps you can get that for him. It is just a suggestion though.
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I think Herr Pegasus would like to know more about you, but you have to open to him. You can't hide. That's what cost me my relationship with Raphael.
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