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Why does that question make me feel all doom and gloomy? It's been such a long time since I've had the perfect weeked. This one should have been, I went out, I was off work, I had loads of time to myself, but there's always one thing that kind of ruins it.
So hmm. Ideal weekend.
I'll start on the Friday evening. Finish work at 6 and I have Saturday and Sunday off - how ideal!! So then I'll go home. have some sort of Chinese take-away, get into my jammies and watch some good TV or a movie. I'll go to bed and have a nice long sleep in, hopefully dream filled, and in the morning I'd lie in and listen to wonderful music in my bed bathed in the morning light. I might go into town then, go shopping, then go out with friends and go dancing and have fun. Then I'd go to bed and repeat Saturday morning.
That's like attainable ideal. The unattainable ideal - world watch out. I won't even go into detail. Let's just say it'd involve New York, a hot guy, and a LOT of dresses.
God. I went out this weekend. It was quite funny, I got in quite easily without ID, got drinks easily. It was ok I suppose, it was nothing great, but I guess that's because I'm always looking for a guy, for someone. It's a habit I should snap out of, but it's difficult. I think I got my fair share of attention but....oh I know. I know what annoys me so much. Guys around here just don't like to TRY. Take this for example.
GUY: *says something half introductory*
ME: Oh, no, blah blah blah blah blah.
GUY: Quick shift?*
ME: Ahh you're alright.
GUY: *loses interest*
* "Quick shift" would be slang for "Quick kiss" in the town I come from.
It's all about getting the shift, getting her into bed, whatever. Say some form of hello, don't even bother to ask the name, don't bother to get to know her, and then when she doesn't show immediate desire to fuck you, turn away.
I don't know.
There's a party going on next door and it's making me feel lonely. I hate my neighbours.
V