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Always. That is my one piece of advice for every single person on this planet. Or better still, trust no one, because in the end they'll only turn around and hurt you in the end. A good portion of my friends have turned into monsters. And this stupid, annoying, horrible ex boyfriend that can't seem to get the hint and stop hurting me, has done it again. This time worse, he actually was with a friend of mine, not almost with, not just an arm around her, he kissed her. And then told me, cos he feels guilty and he's sorry. Funniest, most hilarious thing about it all is, I met said friend today. I actually don't see her that often, but fate picked today, the night after she was with my ex boyfriend. I didn't know about it at the time, and I was pure normal and laughing and everything, enjoying myself. I hope she felt guilty.
I don't feel like going into detail cos I am especially hurt and disgusted about it. Now I just need to get my anger out. I already told him that I hated him and that he completely voided our relationship, which he did, but it's not enough. I want to destroy something. I want to hurt something. It will probably end up being me. I can't understand why he keeps hurting me, keeps on making me feel this way. He said the main reason we had to break up was cos if we were together he knew he'd end up hurting me, but he's hurting me while we're apart too, so we could have never been happy. I hate him, I wish I never met him.
I feel so sick.
I don't feel like going into detail cos I am especially hurt and disgusted about it. Now I just need to get my anger out. I already told him that I hated him and that he completely voided our relationship, which he did, but it's not enough. I want to destroy something. I want to hurt something. It will probably end up being me. I can't understand why he keeps hurting me, keeps on making me feel this way. He said the main reason we had to break up was cos if we were together he knew he'd end up hurting me, but he's hurting me while we're apart too, so we could have never been happy. I hate him, I wish I never met him.
I feel so sick.