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May 11, 2012 20:32

A dog killed my mums pregnant cat.
It had been no more than a year ago that I spent so much to get her into surgery to fix her jaw since it busted. Ironically enough her dead body showed that her jaw had twisted. I am very numb and depressed about this. Somehow I can't help but think this is entirely my fault.
I thought on many occasions that she was an asshole and her teasing other dogs in the neibourhood would get her killed, it happened.
I think I'm shocked. I don't know how my mum is going to take it. I'm sure she is more upset than me, even my sister is thoroughly upset. I can't blame them. I wonder, is it because I delayed her death that she ended up expiring in a more gruesome way?
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