people never change.
Hey kiddies,
So, a little school stressed. Got a test and an assignment back the other day, neither marks were what I was hoping, and I've got a gargantuan project due on Monday. >.> *sigh* Not good. I mean...it's easy...but huge. I feel like a failure. I went to my placement interview, waited half an hour just to be told that two other girls got there first. So, I'm fucked. I desperately need to find someone to take me, it's crucial.
Worked today. My feet hurt. But all around it seems like it'll be a pretty solid job. Easy enough work, good pay. Might be good. We'll see.
Ross and I had a bit of a run in yesterday. I'm not sure how I feel about it. Confused me in alot of ways.
Today is nine months of Scott. If we'd slept together on our first date, we might be having a baby today. We made plans to see a movie tonight, Saw 4. Except he was supposed to call fifteen minutes ago to tell me if he'd be off work on time. So...I guess not. I won't be lying if I say that I'll be a little more than unhappy. *sigh*
I'm a little down tonight, a little distressed and just overall unhappy. So, under the cut you'll find some ED related stuff to take my mind off of this crap. Food plans/exercise plans. Rawr. I need to get my life on track.
I'm going to start abc on Monday. I tried this past Monday but failed miserably...grr. But I'm going to be super committed. Just watch me. =]
NO
meat
eggs
cheese
milk
yogurt
ice cream
dietsoda
realsoda
white rice
white bread
white pasta
MONDAY
Weigh in day.
500 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Yoga at 8.
TUESDAY
500 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Step workout at 6:30
WEDNESDAY
300 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Personal trainer at 4.
THURSDAY
400 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Cyclefit at 6
FRIDAY
100 calories.
2 hours of cardio.
SATURDAY
200 calories
2 hour of cardio.
SUNDAY
300 calories
Day of rest.
//END
So, a little school stressed. Got a test and an assignment back the other day, neither marks were what I was hoping, and I've got a gargantuan project due on Monday. >.> *sigh* Not good. I mean...it's easy...but huge. I feel like a failure. I went to my placement interview, waited half an hour just to be told that two other girls got there first. So, I'm fucked. I desperately need to find someone to take me, it's crucial.
Worked today. My feet hurt. But all around it seems like it'll be a pretty solid job. Easy enough work, good pay. Might be good. We'll see.
Ross and I had a bit of a run in yesterday. I'm not sure how I feel about it. Confused me in alot of ways.
Today is nine months of Scott. If we'd slept together on our first date, we might be having a baby today. We made plans to see a movie tonight, Saw 4. Except he was supposed to call fifteen minutes ago to tell me if he'd be off work on time. So...I guess not. I won't be lying if I say that I'll be a little more than unhappy. *sigh*
I'm a little down tonight, a little distressed and just overall unhappy. So, under the cut you'll find some ED related stuff to take my mind off of this crap. Food plans/exercise plans. Rawr. I need to get my life on track.
I'm going to start abc on Monday. I tried this past Monday but failed miserably...grr. But I'm going to be super committed. Just watch me. =]
NO
meat
eggs
cheese
milk
yogurt
ice cream
dietsoda
realsoda
white rice
white bread
white pasta
MONDAY
Weigh in day.
500 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Yoga at 8.
TUESDAY
500 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Step workout at 6:30
WEDNESDAY
300 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Personal trainer at 4.
THURSDAY
400 calories.
1 hour of cardio.
Cyclefit at 6
FRIDAY
100 calories.
2 hours of cardio.
SATURDAY
200 calories
2 hour of cardio.
SUNDAY
300 calories
Day of rest.
//END