(no subject)
Yesterday was a miserable day.
But I held in my discontent
and smiled and performed at our first competition
and dropped my weapons way too many times.
And I always feel so lost when I should be so thrilled.
Was there anyone else there like me?
I often think, I could be exactly what I'm not.
I'd have as many friends and flings as you.
Or I can put on no act and get left behind.
Sometimes they make me want to puke until I can't move.
Uh. My head hurts.
But I held in my discontent
and smiled and performed at our first competition
and dropped my weapons way too many times.
And I always feel so lost when I should be so thrilled.
Was there anyone else there like me?
I often think, I could be exactly what I'm not.
I'd have as many friends and flings as you.
Or I can put on no act and get left behind.
Sometimes they make me want to puke until I can't move.
Uh. My head hurts.