I love Kelly Paul. i hate my absent mind.
I got fired today.
My life really is crashing down in more ways than one.
Today made me look at my life in a Garden State kind of way to be quite honest.
I called my mom and shes got someone who will pay for my hair school as long as i work for them while im in and after. She said it's her bosses friend who has a bet going that she cant train and hire a stylist or some bull shit.
So depends on the school and all the details.
after that I drove around tallahassee in kind of a slow motion blur listening to coldplay thinking about my life and how Jessica and I were almost forced to mature emotionally sooner than a lot of kids we know. truthfully i think im doing a good job grwing up and keeping aware of my backround and how it has the capacity to make me crazy. all i know is i dont need to be around anyone who is so intellectually behind in life that they cant see that people who mean something to you deserve respect. wheres the respect?
I got my side tattooed last night and i woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare where i woke up and showed kelly and she threw up. ha.
i'll be gogin to tampa for a couple days some time this week. I think i'll wait till i get my paycheck.
dont let me fool you. i am more bummed about losing this job than i would be if i totaled my car.
I have a short temper today. i dont want bad news i dont want to hear your bull shit I am just kinda feeling quiet.
if this is karma than me getting to become friends and live with such wonderful girls is the good and the rest of my life is the bad.
holy fucking update.
My life really is crashing down in more ways than one.
Today made me look at my life in a Garden State kind of way to be quite honest.
I called my mom and shes got someone who will pay for my hair school as long as i work for them while im in and after. She said it's her bosses friend who has a bet going that she cant train and hire a stylist or some bull shit.
So depends on the school and all the details.
after that I drove around tallahassee in kind of a slow motion blur listening to coldplay thinking about my life and how Jessica and I were almost forced to mature emotionally sooner than a lot of kids we know. truthfully i think im doing a good job grwing up and keeping aware of my backround and how it has the capacity to make me crazy. all i know is i dont need to be around anyone who is so intellectually behind in life that they cant see that people who mean something to you deserve respect. wheres the respect?
I got my side tattooed last night and i woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare where i woke up and showed kelly and she threw up. ha.
i'll be gogin to tampa for a couple days some time this week. I think i'll wait till i get my paycheck.
dont let me fool you. i am more bummed about losing this job than i would be if i totaled my car.
I have a short temper today. i dont want bad news i dont want to hear your bull shit I am just kinda feeling quiet.
if this is karma than me getting to become friends and live with such wonderful girls is the good and the rest of my life is the bad.
holy fucking update.