Mar 16, 2004 23:31
Today I worked 13 hours without a break .
Brian came in and talked to me for about 3 hours .. Which makes him the most wonderful boy ever!
I have to open the store tomorrow, then .. Saves The Day. I honestly can't wait. The day is going to go by so slow.
I thought a lot about a lot of stuff tonight and I realized that im never going to get what I want unless I get it myself. Cause and effect. Karma. For all the right reasons. I know what I want and it's nice to finally realize that I can get it if I make the effort. Its all about the state of mind and blahdy dah. And Ive known this for a while but its time to apply.
I also realized (out of nowhere) I have the same side smile that he used to. And there are times when I catch myself putting it on. And I know everything is going to be alright.
other than that my day/night was all a blur.
And then I fell asleep.