New beginings?
Well school went by fast! I ended up meeting a new friend. Her name is Jazmine. Her and I really hit it off. She's new to the school, and I've noticed her around but never had the guts to talk to her. She ended up asking my name, and we started talking from there. She apparently got kicked out of her other school, then came to mine. She's real pretty too. With the current hair cut I have though, I feel a bit boyish. But alot of people seem to like my hair for some reason.But anyways...
I even exchanged numbers with her. I hope her and I can be really go friends. She's very hyper and besides her drinking and stuff, it dose'nt bother me much. As long as she dose'nt do it infront of me or around me I'll be fine.
However I was talking to antonio about all this and he thinks she's nice too. However I think I like her already. I know its sad and I probably sound desprate, but I can't help it! She's a sweet girl, even though shes alittle younger than me. But I'm not gonna act on my feelings anytime soon. I don't even know if she's into me or is taken or anything. But I'm gonna just wait it out and see how it plays out really...
However when I talked to antonio about her, it was really pissing me off that he was right. He told me that I am desprate and that I should take things slow. And I plan to do that. And he said that I sound like I'm jumping on the heels of everyone I see. Sure he's right, but I just need to learn some self control really. But really I hate it when he's right all the fucking time. He knew I was getting pissed off cuz I said so, and he asked what I was pissed off about. And I said that I was pissed off cuz I can't seem to do anything right. That I always get to a dead end. Over all I was just pissed he was right and I was apparently wrong.
But besides that I'm doing fine. Talking to Ray on msn^^, and just finished a yummy dinner. I just hope my frustration levels out soon...Other wise I might have to go growl for a bit.
I even exchanged numbers with her. I hope her and I can be really go friends. She's very hyper and besides her drinking and stuff, it dose'nt bother me much. As long as she dose'nt do it infront of me or around me I'll be fine.
However I was talking to antonio about all this and he thinks she's nice too. However I think I like her already. I know its sad and I probably sound desprate, but I can't help it! She's a sweet girl, even though shes alittle younger than me. But I'm not gonna act on my feelings anytime soon. I don't even know if she's into me or is taken or anything. But I'm gonna just wait it out and see how it plays out really...
However when I talked to antonio about her, it was really pissing me off that he was right. He told me that I am desprate and that I should take things slow. And I plan to do that. And he said that I sound like I'm jumping on the heels of everyone I see. Sure he's right, but I just need to learn some self control really. But really I hate it when he's right all the fucking time. He knew I was getting pissed off cuz I said so, and he asked what I was pissed off about. And I said that I was pissed off cuz I can't seem to do anything right. That I always get to a dead end. Over all I was just pissed he was right and I was apparently wrong.
But besides that I'm doing fine. Talking to Ray on msn^^, and just finished a yummy dinner. I just hope my frustration levels out soon...Other wise I might have to go growl for a bit.