Feb 18, 2005 20:51
It is so frustrating when your friends are...I don't know...hurting I suppose. Seem depressed or out of it and there's nothing you can do to change it no matter how much you want to. A lot of my closest friends, people I consider my family, have been like that lately and no matter what I think I can do I feel helpless to help them. *sighs* I stress too much about these things.
I have no job now. I was too sick apparently to work...nee-chan quit for me and I have been regretting it for the last two or so days now. I have no money...I will have hardly any to move with and it is really getting to me. Stupid I know and I did need to stop working myself so hard. But...I wouldn't have minded pushing a bit harder just to get some more money. If people weren't so worried about me I think I would have.
One month to go *beams* One more month then it's on the plane and the start of my new life over in Albury.
I've rambled enough I think.