reflection?
I'm not going to bother making this friends only, I shouldn't even be posting in this journal but I'm too lazy to make a new livejournal at the moment.
So I was just reading back through old entries and old perspectives and it scared me a little just how different everyone used to be, everyone has changed and flown to different countries and left school.
I've burnt far too many bridges and I feel like I'm ruining myself.
I'm aggressive with just about everyone save for Tom (although I've been increasingly annoyed with him about nothing lately).
I guess I thought for a while that maybe this wasn't what I wanted at all, maybe she was right the other night but I said it to her and I've said it to myself that after all these years, I alone should know what's right.
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed by it all.
In other news.
I saw Mourningtide. I'm not even going to elaborate. It was beyond words.
So I was just reading back through old entries and old perspectives and it scared me a little just how different everyone used to be, everyone has changed and flown to different countries and left school.
I've burnt far too many bridges and I feel like I'm ruining myself.
I'm aggressive with just about everyone save for Tom (although I've been increasingly annoyed with him about nothing lately).
I guess I thought for a while that maybe this wasn't what I wanted at all, maybe she was right the other night but I said it to her and I've said it to myself that after all these years, I alone should know what's right.
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed by it all.
In other news.
I saw Mourningtide. I'm not even going to elaborate. It was beyond words.