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hey lauren,
yeah just got off the phone with ya an stuff but just wanting to say hope you feel better again an good luck with the job and stuff. Also, as ive been asking lately i wanna hang out when you an i both get some time. I know your going to be quite busy as well as myself doing schooling and work both but i really think we need to hang out and seriously talk about the future and see what is really left between me and you. I have said this in the past and yes it has fizzled away and it may not seem the way it should if it would have been great from the very beginning. But, i feel now that your out of HS and moving on into college and getting a better paying job as i am getting out of college and getting a better paying job.
I really wanna know where we would stand and really if there is something for me an you to be together [to be straightforward] and for it to mean something. I know you say you still love me as i still do you and have for the longest time. I have always just had a hard time expressing myself and it's always been hard to deal with the fact that im really shy and dont always express my feelings the way i should or im just not there to talk period and that counts for these off and on gaps that have gone on for ages now.
So, just let me know if you would be up to maybe going out to eat or just hanging around somewhere and just discuss somet things from the past and see if there are ways we can make/ an repair things for the future.
Take care, cya.
I'm sick of being single, but I already know it wouldn't work out with Chris because we've been trying for the past six years...Comments?
hey lauren,
yeah just got off the phone with ya an stuff but just wanting to say hope you feel better again an good luck with the job and stuff. Also, as ive been asking lately i wanna hang out when you an i both get some time. I know your going to be quite busy as well as myself doing schooling and work both but i really think we need to hang out and seriously talk about the future and see what is really left between me and you. I have said this in the past and yes it has fizzled away and it may not seem the way it should if it would have been great from the very beginning. But, i feel now that your out of HS and moving on into college and getting a better paying job as i am getting out of college and getting a better paying job.
I really wanna know where we would stand and really if there is something for me an you to be together [to be straightforward] and for it to mean something. I know you say you still love me as i still do you and have for the longest time. I have always just had a hard time expressing myself and it's always been hard to deal with the fact that im really shy and dont always express my feelings the way i should or im just not there to talk period and that counts for these off and on gaps that have gone on for ages now.
So, just let me know if you would be up to maybe going out to eat or just hanging around somewhere and just discuss somet things from the past and see if there are ways we can make/ an repair things for the future.
Take care, cya.
I'm sick of being single, but I already know it wouldn't work out with Chris because we've been trying for the past six years...Comments?