I can only imagine the comments I'm going to get for this...

[violetdove]

Well, Chris and I were "talking" again, and we were going to start trying to work things out. Well, I guess not! Here's his profile:

I am forever here for you Jessica. <333

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[violetdove]

First off, I told Paul what happened to Dustin's dad the day it happened. And I read the entry to him that was in your livejournal. The next day, I heard that all of Dustin's friends thought it was Paul who called the cops. So I told him.

And what have I lied to you about? YES, ok, I have lied to alot of people. I admit that. But only when it has to do with personal things about me. Like drugs. I'm not going to fucking be honest about something like that with people I'm not even friends with. It's something I'm ashamed of. But you know what? I hardly have any fucking friends left now. My grades drop lower and lower every day, and I don't even care about it anymore. All I cared about was him. I made alot of mistakes when I was with him. I know I did alot wrong. Way more than he did. He was nothing but good to me. I know all this. I know almost all of it is my fault. And the one time he ever made a mistake, it was too late to fix anything. I have to think about that every day.
I have nothing personally against you, Eliot. But I have lied to you and several other people about things like that. The only people I haven't lied to are the few that I still have left as friends. So, I understand you being pissed about me lying, as long as you understand why I did.