I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick. I don't feel like doing anything ever again. I want to fall off a cliff.
I just realized how much I hate people. All they ever do is walk all over you and brake your heart. soulmate my ass. That so pisses me off. I can't wait to get the fuck out of hs sometimes. If I was not there then I don't have to know about things, and when I don't know, I don't give a fuck. I don't care about you anymore. You mean nothing to me. My heart is dead to you. All you have ever done is make my life miserable, even when you were not really technically apart of it. Well I give up now. I really don't care anymore.
I am in such a pissed off mood today. I had some Figi water today(my fav. water), but I could not taste it. That was about the only good thing that happened today.
I woke up late.
I got to school late.
I got a detention.
Right after I came inside school I had to go right back out cause of a dumb fire drill.
I had to go to school for a test on senior skip day.
I am sick.
I can't breath.
Other then that my day has been swell.
I wish I was going to Spain this summer, or anywhere in Europe for that matter.
I have to take some test so I can test out of the first chem class for college.
I have been in one of those i don't want to get up and do anything kind of moods for the past month and I don't know why.
Okay I am out of my bad mood. I am happy. I have so much to be thankful for.
I think I might take off work again to night. Myabe I will go hang with Moog for a little.
I am not going to camp. I am sad.
I cannot wait for graduation.
I cannot wait to move out. Only about three in a half months left.
hell yeah.
I am hungary ,but it is useless to eat cause I can't taste anything.
It is officially, I am not going to prom. I don't really want to go anyhow. Dances have never really been my thing. Lets face it, I am white and can't dance. Plus, dances don't mean much unless you have that special someone there. I have had two good prom experieces already, so I am not missing out on much. Sophmore year was with Matt. That experience I do not look to foundly upon now, but it was fun at the time. Then there was junior prom where I met one of good friends Jenn. Plus, if I remember correctly freshmen and sophmore year Homcomings were amazing to. Playgrounds now bring a whole new meaning to my life.
I was thinking about making a scrapbook of my life. It seems like it would be fun.
I realized I am not so much looking for to college, but to moving out.
What I will miss the most about hs is Beth and Megan.
They wil always be my best friends. Regardless of what happens to us. They have been there for the past four years like no one else has been. I think it is just they really understand me. Maybe it is cause we are a lot a like. I have never met two more amazing gurls though. I love them both with all my heart. I could not have asked for two better friends. I am getting them both something for graduation even though moogie is not graduating. Just to symbolize our friendships throughout hs.
Moogie will be a junior next year, and Boofie is going to OSU nEWARK. She will have to drive though everyday cause she is wait listed for dorming. I will at ODU. It is going to be so awesome. I get tomove out and be on my own, but at the same time my family is ten minutes away.
I just realized how much I hate people. All they ever do is walk all over you and brake your heart. soulmate my ass. That so pisses me off. I can't wait to get the fuck out of hs sometimes. If I was not there then I don't have to know about things, and when I don't know, I don't give a fuck. I don't care about you anymore. You mean nothing to me. My heart is dead to you. All you have ever done is make my life miserable, even when you were not really technically apart of it. Well I give up now. I really don't care anymore.
I am in such a pissed off mood today. I had some Figi water today(my fav. water), but I could not taste it. That was about the only good thing that happened today.
I woke up late.
I got to school late.
I got a detention.
Right after I came inside school I had to go right back out cause of a dumb fire drill.
I had to go to school for a test on senior skip day.
I am sick.
I can't breath.
Other then that my day has been swell.
I wish I was going to Spain this summer, or anywhere in Europe for that matter.
I have to take some test so I can test out of the first chem class for college.
I have been in one of those i don't want to get up and do anything kind of moods for the past month and I don't know why.
Okay I am out of my bad mood. I am happy. I have so much to be thankful for.
I think I might take off work again to night. Myabe I will go hang with Moog for a little.
I am not going to camp. I am sad.
I cannot wait for graduation.
I cannot wait to move out. Only about three in a half months left.
hell yeah.
I am hungary ,but it is useless to eat cause I can't taste anything.
It is officially, I am not going to prom. I don't really want to go anyhow. Dances have never really been my thing. Lets face it, I am white and can't dance. Plus, dances don't mean much unless you have that special someone there. I have had two good prom experieces already, so I am not missing out on much. Sophmore year was with Matt. That experience I do not look to foundly upon now, but it was fun at the time. Then there was junior prom where I met one of good friends Jenn. Plus, if I remember correctly freshmen and sophmore year Homcomings were amazing to. Playgrounds now bring a whole new meaning to my life.
I was thinking about making a scrapbook of my life. It seems like it would be fun.
I realized I am not so much looking for to college, but to moving out.
What I will miss the most about hs is Beth and Megan.
They wil always be my best friends. Regardless of what happens to us. They have been there for the past four years like no one else has been. I think it is just they really understand me. Maybe it is cause we are a lot a like. I have never met two more amazing gurls though. I love them both with all my heart. I could not have asked for two better friends. I am getting them both something for graduation even though moogie is not graduating. Just to symbolize our friendships throughout hs.
Moogie will be a junior next year, and Boofie is going to OSU nEWARK. She will have to drive though everyday cause she is wait listed for dorming. I will at ODU. It is going to be so awesome. I get tomove out and be on my own, but at the same time my family is ten minutes away.