stupid comp...
since i left my last entry at matts, its all bleeped and such... so to clarify...
-so heres whats going down...
matt stayed over a few nights last week and it was awesome because dan sleeps better when were together. weve decided not to do the whole you take him one night i take him the other thing since its messed with all of us and wed much rather just be together, so hes just going to stay over a few nights a week. and i will enjoy that. friday night we went to his house, where i hadnt been in forever, and they had band practice, and i found out some things that im pretty damn PISSED and hurt about. but i dont really care anymore. matt and i were both pretty hurt but we talked it over and realized what is important. he stayed over that night. the next day we spent most of the day in bed with dan. it was great because we dont get a lot of time with just the three of us. and i realized something- i love my roxellers, and i love my freakin friend... but matt really is my best friend. im more comefortable around him than i am with anyone else, and im most myself around him. ive got no inhibitions, and were totally non judgemental. and he may get on my nerves sometime, but im always happy to be around him. i truly love him as my lover and my best friend. its just such a wonderful feeling because ive never felt that way before. ive had boyfs i was close to- but not ones i had such stellar times with. i seriously have never been happier or more myself before. its DROP DEAD SEXY.
anywho, i love you all very much and im sorry if ive been neglecting, and that this blog entry is just wayyyyy too livejoournally- even for livejournal. and now, for the things i HATE and love, because i enjoy copying margaret and jessica:
things i HATE:
1. selfish, self absorbed judgemental people who call themselves your friends. these people usually act nice around you and those you love- and then they will turn around and say SHIT behind your back. they will tell you that you are being a bad friend and that you need to pay more attention to them- and then they will put down someone you love and run their mouth off to anyone they can about people they dont even know. i will not waste my time with these people.
2. people who talk behind your back in general, be they "friends" or family members or bosses and other poeple at work. they arent worth my time and energy.
3. the fact that some poeple will not just come to my face and say things- i wont bite you. i might be PISSED but ill get over it. at least you had enough balls to say it to me and not relay the info through another person.
4. wet socks.
5. the end of break and lunch bell.
6. the way im crazy jealous about some things.
7. the way matt puts himself down.
8. they way any of my wonderful awesome family or friends put themselves down.
9. people who are obsessed with image.
10.PUSSIES- in the wimpy whiney no balls way.
whew... now that that is off the chest...
things i love:
1. my family- and by that i mean my mom, dad, brother, aunts and uncles, friends, boyfriend, and son. everyone whos been there for me- i love you.
2. people at work who are just there to do their job and have a good time. kudos (mmm yummy) to you.
3. the way matt and i will always read eachothers mind. its creepy but so comforting.
4. the way dan smiles when he looks at me or matt.
5. the way dan can make anyone feel happy.
6. going on hikes- it rocks.
7. hanging out with normal non-judgemnental people who know how to just relax and chill.
8. the way i can look at myself and know i am the SEXIEST woman alive to matt.
woot everyone. woot. and ali, you go ahead and say it outloud- you sound cool.-
there you go...
-so heres whats going down...
matt stayed over a few nights last week and it was awesome because dan sleeps better when were together. weve decided not to do the whole you take him one night i take him the other thing since its messed with all of us and wed much rather just be together, so hes just going to stay over a few nights a week. and i will enjoy that. friday night we went to his house, where i hadnt been in forever, and they had band practice, and i found out some things that im pretty damn PISSED and hurt about. but i dont really care anymore. matt and i were both pretty hurt but we talked it over and realized what is important. he stayed over that night. the next day we spent most of the day in bed with dan. it was great because we dont get a lot of time with just the three of us. and i realized something- i love my roxellers, and i love my freakin friend... but matt really is my best friend. im more comefortable around him than i am with anyone else, and im most myself around him. ive got no inhibitions, and were totally non judgemental. and he may get on my nerves sometime, but im always happy to be around him. i truly love him as my lover and my best friend. its just such a wonderful feeling because ive never felt that way before. ive had boyfs i was close to- but not ones i had such stellar times with. i seriously have never been happier or more myself before. its DROP DEAD SEXY.
anywho, i love you all very much and im sorry if ive been neglecting, and that this blog entry is just wayyyyy too livejoournally- even for livejournal. and now, for the things i HATE and love, because i enjoy copying margaret and jessica:
things i HATE:
1. selfish, self absorbed judgemental people who call themselves your friends. these people usually act nice around you and those you love- and then they will turn around and say SHIT behind your back. they will tell you that you are being a bad friend and that you need to pay more attention to them- and then they will put down someone you love and run their mouth off to anyone they can about people they dont even know. i will not waste my time with these people.
2. people who talk behind your back in general, be they "friends" or family members or bosses and other poeple at work. they arent worth my time and energy.
3. the fact that some poeple will not just come to my face and say things- i wont bite you. i might be PISSED but ill get over it. at least you had enough balls to say it to me and not relay the info through another person.
4. wet socks.
5. the end of break and lunch bell.
6. the way im crazy jealous about some things.
7. the way matt puts himself down.
8. they way any of my wonderful awesome family or friends put themselves down.
9. people who are obsessed with image.
10.PUSSIES- in the wimpy whiney no balls way.
whew... now that that is off the chest...
things i love:
1. my family- and by that i mean my mom, dad, brother, aunts and uncles, friends, boyfriend, and son. everyone whos been there for me- i love you.
2. people at work who are just there to do their job and have a good time. kudos (mmm yummy) to you.
3. the way matt and i will always read eachothers mind. its creepy but so comforting.
4. the way dan smiles when he looks at me or matt.
5. the way dan can make anyone feel happy.
6. going on hikes- it rocks.
7. hanging out with normal non-judgemnental people who know how to just relax and chill.
8. the way i can look at myself and know i am the SEXIEST woman alive to matt.
woot everyone. woot. and ali, you go ahead and say it outloud- you sound cool.-
there you go...