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Hey everyone............
It has been soooo long since I have updated this thing. I don't remember the last time I updated, but in that time my life has been smooth sailing. There is nothing really big going on at this moment in my life and I think that honestly sucks!!! I need a new change in my life because my life has been the same for sooo long now. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.
These past months I have just been hangin out with family and my best friend. Not really partying to much which kind of sucks because I think I really need to get out more often. Thats not really happening. I'm such the total opposite of my sisters. Everyone else is so outspoken and everything and here's me all quiet and really really shy. Why am I like that?? I have no idea and I'm just to scared to change because I'm sooo shy all the time. I have been saying I need a change like all the time, but man is it hard. I just don't know what to do anymore. Most of the time I don't think I'm strong enough and can't do it.
I need to change myself inside and out. Its crazy, but I have to do it....................Sorry for the weird entry........I just needed to get that out. Talk to you all later.