Well, I finally decided to post again... kind of didn't have the will to since coming to Chicago...
I'm sure most of those who read my posts have read of the 'eventful' road trip
dgsolar and I had coming here from New Jersey...(It's on his LJ) so I just won't repeat it. I still feel like crap over it.. not physically but just that it happened and that I was behind the wheel. I guess the guilt feeling (not without a relief that we are both Ok) will linger for quite a while.
Anyway... I'm finally in Chicago (and Yes, already miss New York) and glad to be here. No more loud sister's kids running around the house (although our 3 cats are somewhat loud as they are not getting along yet) no more idiot brother in law, therefore no more desire to throw first having thing I can find at his head. No more sister to take advantage of me staying there... and although I do miss my mom... I get the break from dealing with her sickness 24/7.. Things back in NJ are looking up actually... my sister is getting my mom a home-attendant, great ! They are all taking care of their new puppy, Dasie. and all the kids are getting their own rooms, now that I'm gone. So I'm calm about them for now.
I'm slowly settling in... got all my clothes in closets and drawers ! Yey! And now I'm looking for a job... right now, any job. I would love to find something film-related and get a foot in the door in my career, but it's no guarantee and right now I need a stable paying job. I did send out a few resumes and got one reply... in a Post-production /editing company ! YEY.. but the interview is tomorrow and I won't say anymore. I just don't want to jinx it.
Looking forward to the munch today.. .and next week, and one after that.
It'll take a while, but I can get used to this new life.. and of course being with D is the better part of it.