hey
i am sad my best friend is mad at me for some reason and this anonomous person is starting to get on my nerves ok if ur gonna comment and say somthing mean ur dumb ok cuz if u don't like me i am fine with that but if u don't like me and ur wasting ur time telling me ur jst plain stupid and i am really hoping my bf will 4give me 4 whatever i've done i called right now and she answered and hung up then turned off her phone it is starting to make me mad that i am trying so hard to keep this friendship together and i bet u she doesn't even like me i bet she is jst acting what a great actress she is now guys if i come to skool with bandaids on my wrist then u know y k i am so sad that my soposivly bf just might hate me and i really want to die i mean last nighti was crying when i thought about how she was gonna move away and i was sooooooooooooooooooo sad and now i find out that maybe jst maybe my bf hates me and it hurts like a blunt knife stabbing from the inside of my heart and i want to puke i think i deserve to die for not being able to realize the truth now i won't kill myself bcuz GOD gave the gift of life and i will not be a sinner and take away the gift that he gave me i will get along fine onthe outside i'll look happy but this my friend is just a glimse of what i feel inside so i'll c u guyz oon k bye