Apr 25, 2007 09:40
Breathe Sarah, breathe!
Ever had your stomach tie in knots, your breath quicken and your heart jump into your throat?
Unexpectedly, I just did.
I was trawling myspace for school friends when a familiar face appeared on the list. My first love.
I haven't seen him in nearly fifteen years.
Strange that I had such an intense reaction upon seeing him. I mean it was a very long time ago, we were just young teens, but man I loved him with all my heart.
As I remember he dumped me for a chick who was more likely to put out. *smiles* No hard feellings though, although I'm sure she gave him a few. :)
I hope he replies to the message I sent, which incidently I kept simple and not too full on so as not to scare him away. I do that sometimes, jump in feet first unable to contain my excitement. I'm sure I sound like some crazed stalker sometimes. LOL yeah playing it cool)
I don't want anything from him apart from maybe his friendship and to talk about old times and events that have unfolded during the time since. That would be nice.