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My ambitions in life keep getting smaller and smaller as more and more pressure is put on me.
Why can't I just go to school and get a good job and then pay off my student debts like normal people? Why do I have to try and get into the honors program so that I can get scholarships that I know I won't end up receiving? I hate having an asian parent. She sucks a lot and is draining the life out of me.
I want to work at a coffee shop and go to amazing shows and make kick ass friends and just live my cozy layed back life in the city for the rest of my life. And then visit my cabin out in the woods on the weekends.
Why am I not allowed to lead my own life?
I could care less if I made dirt for a living...as long as I was happy, which I would be perfectly capable of...as long as my mom wasn't there breathing down my neck 24/7 to get scholarships and to become a successful lawyer someday...fuck that.
I used to dream of being successful, but what if that's not really what I want for myself? Uggggh. I'm starting to lose it from the pressure, and school hasn't even started yet. I hate my mom.
Why can't I just go to school and get a good job and then pay off my student debts like normal people? Why do I have to try and get into the honors program so that I can get scholarships that I know I won't end up receiving? I hate having an asian parent. She sucks a lot and is draining the life out of me.
I want to work at a coffee shop and go to amazing shows and make kick ass friends and just live my cozy layed back life in the city for the rest of my life. And then visit my cabin out in the woods on the weekends.
Why am I not allowed to lead my own life?
I could care less if I made dirt for a living...as long as I was happy, which I would be perfectly capable of...as long as my mom wasn't there breathing down my neck 24/7 to get scholarships and to become a successful lawyer someday...fuck that.
I used to dream of being successful, but what if that's not really what I want for myself? Uggggh. I'm starting to lose it from the pressure, and school hasn't even started yet. I hate my mom.