my veins are filled with orange juice
this is so stupid. i have nothing worth saying to the internet.
but i find myself in a terribly pleasant mood, so i will embrace it while it lasts.
i don't have mono! and it hurts less when i swallow! and my temperature is below 98.6! and chances are my tonsil infection WON'T get so bad that i'll have to get it cut open and drained! yaaaaay! and there's pudding in my fridge! and and and and i'm going home tomorrow! seeing a couple of wonderful girls and boys, but mostly watching movies and tv and eating inordinate amounts of sushi. (and uh...reading the prelude in its entirety and writing a 10 page paper on theory i don't understand, but whatever.)
so things are looking alright. i may be a mess, but i'm a smiling mess for now.
after break i need to pull some shit together. i have been distracted and neglecting much. i don't want to just get by...i want to work harder. i want to actually feel like i'm learning something, and that probably involves putting more effort into things. and then there are some friends who don't get as much attention as they should....that's lame of me. then again, how many times have i said this before? i wonder when i will learn that when it comes to myself, i'm all talk. whatever.
hey, you. gimme a hand. seek me out.
but i find myself in a terribly pleasant mood, so i will embrace it while it lasts.
i don't have mono! and it hurts less when i swallow! and my temperature is below 98.6! and chances are my tonsil infection WON'T get so bad that i'll have to get it cut open and drained! yaaaaay! and there's pudding in my fridge! and and and and i'm going home tomorrow! seeing a couple of wonderful girls and boys, but mostly watching movies and tv and eating inordinate amounts of sushi. (and uh...reading the prelude in its entirety and writing a 10 page paper on theory i don't understand, but whatever.)
so things are looking alright. i may be a mess, but i'm a smiling mess for now.
after break i need to pull some shit together. i have been distracted and neglecting much. i don't want to just get by...i want to work harder. i want to actually feel like i'm learning something, and that probably involves putting more effort into things. and then there are some friends who don't get as much attention as they should....that's lame of me. then again, how many times have i said this before? i wonder when i will learn that when it comes to myself, i'm all talk. whatever.
hey, you. gimme a hand. seek me out.