just another good and creative day:) I love life!
so that's it,I am going to my parents in a few minutes( would love to make a detour in Lille to buy some thing for art and craft as I am in need of things right now!!!!ahd Goddess the shop in Cambrai keeps on having new fantastic stuff but at such a fucking expensive price:( grrrr...I should open mine I really do that...but alone I am still too scared...I already have debts(my student loans I cannot afford more:p)
so tomorrow is the hospital day for blood test,capilaroscopy and such...I hope it will be okay and that I will go out not too late( spending the whole day there is no fun at all...)but I like going in some places and meet people and sometimes they talk to me,it's very weird for I am never used to have chat with stranger but it happens...
I have made another collage today woooooo ooooh ooooh oooh like would say An pierlé;) I am so happy of the result;) It makes me feel so full so complete,guess art was the missing piece/part of my soul in some ways...
I'll show that probably on friday:)I hope you'll be enthusiastic about it as I am:)It's hum...rather weird and the colors!!!!!aaaaah I was so in love with the colors!I am sometimes so amazed to be able to always find a new color,just mixing paints, it's so enthralling:) well to me at least:) I can be excited on little things like sometimes;)
In fact I am not eager to go at my parents,for driving alone and being tired is not cool at all...
and as i am stressed my stomach aches!
Tonight it is La nouvelle Star on Tv:) it's kind of a teen Idol I guess,it's a singer contest to find the music star of tomorrow;)
It's not really a real tv because they don't show them in pyjama and all of the uninteresting things,they really focuse on the human,the passion for singing which I share oooooh so very much;p
If only I was not that shy and introvert and not so in at ease in public I would really do that test;)
oh and like I often say sometimes i am like marty mac fly,cannot stand rejections:p
I would feel so down to hear "goddess you cannot sing!"
ahah
I really adore that too much and I feel I can;p
Most people who heard my voice on tapes said they really loved it,now of course maybe they lied;)
But my mom who barely said any compliments to me once said " you sing well"
eheh so I guess I can believe it a little:)
anyway this tv show really makes me feel so enthusiastic and excited because we can see youngster who are trully passionate,who has a deep personality,who can be so moving,touching,have a real talent!it's strickin and I adore admiring others;)
well I really have to go,I 'll talk about it (more) later if my little bro allows me to go to the comp over there:p
Blessings and sugary vibes***
so tomorrow is the hospital day for blood test,capilaroscopy and such...I hope it will be okay and that I will go out not too late( spending the whole day there is no fun at all...)but I like going in some places and meet people and sometimes they talk to me,it's very weird for I am never used to have chat with stranger but it happens...
I have made another collage today woooooo ooooh ooooh oooh like would say An pierlé;) I am so happy of the result;) It makes me feel so full so complete,guess art was the missing piece/part of my soul in some ways...
I'll show that probably on friday:)I hope you'll be enthusiastic about it as I am:)It's hum...rather weird and the colors!!!!!aaaaah I was so in love with the colors!I am sometimes so amazed to be able to always find a new color,just mixing paints, it's so enthralling:) well to me at least:) I can be excited on little things like sometimes;)
In fact I am not eager to go at my parents,for driving alone and being tired is not cool at all...
and as i am stressed my stomach aches!
Tonight it is La nouvelle Star on Tv:) it's kind of a teen Idol I guess,it's a singer contest to find the music star of tomorrow;)
It's not really a real tv because they don't show them in pyjama and all of the uninteresting things,they really focuse on the human,the passion for singing which I share oooooh so very much;p
If only I was not that shy and introvert and not so in at ease in public I would really do that test;)
oh and like I often say sometimes i am like marty mac fly,cannot stand rejections:p
I would feel so down to hear "goddess you cannot sing!"
ahah
I really adore that too much and I feel I can;p
Most people who heard my voice on tapes said they really loved it,now of course maybe they lied;)
But my mom who barely said any compliments to me once said " you sing well"
eheh so I guess I can believe it a little:)
anyway this tv show really makes me feel so enthusiastic and excited because we can see youngster who are trully passionate,who has a deep personality,who can be so moving,touching,have a real talent!it's strickin and I adore admiring others;)
well I really have to go,I 'll talk about it (more) later if my little bro allows me to go to the comp over there:p
Blessings and sugary vibes***