Urge and despair...
a little closer ...not easy to take the right and good pics...the colors doesn t show the reality
Today I got this urge to create as my hand seemed to feel a little better but I got very frustrated with my new ink watercolor...iaaaaaaaaah I am such a bad painter and I know nothing about which paper to use,what kind of painting on what paper etc...well I know very basic stuff but this painting shows that I really failed :((((((((
and I want to do something pretty with those ink watercolor...
It was a xmas gift from seb's mother (well seb pushed her to buy this for me...so I still haven t said thank you in person...but well when I'll see her again if I do I'll say thank you,I am not that ungrateful...just that doesn t make me want to know her much more...Life is life)
what is written above my head is an extract of my sweet Emily Dickinson
I sometimes count
one_the poet, two_ the sun
Three_the summer; and then the sky of God
And then_ it's all over
(sorry for my bad translation:((( I dont have the book near me...)
Just tell me your impressions when you look at this collage;tell me what's missing...I dont want compliments or whatnot I want your feelings when you look at this,if you can understand the meaning or just give your own interpretation,what shouldn't have been there and how I could have made it look better...
Thanks for your comments if you do...I feel terribly frustrated and a melancholly despair fancing this artwork...
It's all about urge and enthusiasm and then the result create such a gap between your imagination and how you've pictured it and how it really looked...I'm going to sleep and have those nightmares again...
Sheri Sweetness I have a letter for you,not a fabulous one but I hope you like it as a piece of me to you:)
***Sweet dreams everyone***
and this fuckin lj doesn't want to give cuts today grrrrr