i have a new corset

[violentlyhappy_]

i used to think i was pretty
now i think i'm dead

i lied to you
i love you

and i didn't think i could
think
about you anymore
now you are all that is left
you are all
you are left

pardon my skepticism
but i have been through this before
pardon my passion...ism
but it's how i handle you
pardon this needism
i am tired of pining alone

i wish you hadn't gone
i thought it could be brilliant
i thought it could be
but i guess it can...
could...
always be...
have been...

i am a fraud
i am fake
i am null
i am fucking void
i am a void
i am voided
i am defective
i am dysfuntical
i am destructive
i am destroyed

this is all stale

i am dancing
i love morcheeba
i love the benwicheven though i don't tell him
i love my origami girl {yAy for 6 months}
*dances more*