Jul 07, 2004 16:09
painted a picture of Kevin yesterday. it sucks but its still him. wow is it bad. but i hadnt realized the effect it would have had no me until we went on a fielt trip to some ruins.. i had a panic attack and ran into an abandoned house.. cried alot... i miss my friends at home alot. i miss that summer.. i miss him..
i still cant believe he is gone, i think about it and it just seems unreal. i miss 40s and dumpstered food. Boh...i think im going to greece instead of staying in italy while i have free time. i saw a beautiful scum punk in the dwomo a few days ago... beautiful black dreads... he kinda looked like a tall kevin, only italian and exotic. i think im gonna try dreading my hair again.. i miss it. and man if it sucks not having them.. they were itchy but they were worth it.
the 18th is commin up. 1 year or mourning...