courtney :-\
yeah...
so courtney wants to take a break for about a month... kinda sux but ill respect her wishes. i love her more than anything but there are a few trust issues that need to be worked out... she is the first person in the world to make me feel good about being me and that is a fucking accomplishment.... god that was the most emo thing ive ever said... i love her i rly do. shes the coolest person ive ever talked to. she is astonishing in every way possible. ive never felt anything like this for anyone. it usually takes me months before i begin to like someone let alone love them. but courtney is fucking captivating. i saw her pictures and i got drawn in quicker than ever. she is fucking beautiful. i dont know how a fucking scrub like me even started talking to her lol but yeah... i dont know... but i do know that i love her... and just 8 days in and i cant let go.... i dont understand it. this is 2 relationships in a row that im WILLING to go against what ive told myself for years... "a break is only 2 letters away from a break up" and last time that was fact... hopefully this time is different. i love you courtney. but she has good reasoning so thats straight. and that is why im ok with this. there is nothing at all to feel bad about; you need to get shit in order and that is fine. but i love you. and im not going to stop
<3 kyle...
>;[
so courtney wants to take a break for about a month... kinda sux but ill respect her wishes. i love her more than anything but there are a few trust issues that need to be worked out... she is the first person in the world to make me feel good about being me and that is a fucking accomplishment.... god that was the most emo thing ive ever said... i love her i rly do. shes the coolest person ive ever talked to. she is astonishing in every way possible. ive never felt anything like this for anyone. it usually takes me months before i begin to like someone let alone love them. but courtney is fucking captivating. i saw her pictures and i got drawn in quicker than ever. she is fucking beautiful. i dont know how a fucking scrub like me even started talking to her lol but yeah... i dont know... but i do know that i love her... and just 8 days in and i cant let go.... i dont understand it. this is 2 relationships in a row that im WILLING to go against what ive told myself for years... "a break is only 2 letters away from a break up" and last time that was fact... hopefully this time is different. i love you courtney. but she has good reasoning so thats straight. and that is why im ok with this. there is nothing at all to feel bad about; you need to get shit in order and that is fine. but i love you. and im not going to stop
<3 kyle...
>;[