Jul 26, 2004 18:10
Hello.
As you may or may not have noticed, I have removed the majority of people off of my friends list. As much as I hate writing to other people in my journal, I figured I'd at least give an explanation.
I need to keep my thoughts to myself. If I posted multiple times in a day, it is merely because I keep my thoughts organized better with the written word than I do with anything else, and I communicate better through writing as well. Unfortunately, when you are putting your thoughts out in the open for people to observe, it comes with consequences.
I am not sorry to those I have spoken of recently, and I have not said anything in this journal that I would not say to your face.
As for Chris and I, I apologize to anyone I have spoken to or confused or burdened with my mixed-up emotions recently. I should know better than to throw that sort of emotionally-charged bullshit out there for people to feed on, because it only complicates things further and curses things. Chris and I do not always see eye to eye, nor get along, but it is nothing that cannot be fixed. Yes, I have had problems with being insecure and jealous...I'm working on it. We're working on all sorts of things. Mmkay?
From now on, I am not getting involved with people that do nothing but take from me and drain me emotionally, and I am most certainly not going to deal with internet drama. I am going to be a lot more private, and I am keeping any conflict I have with anyone between me, and whoever it is.
Anyway...this has been my half-assed explanation. G'day.