Oct 29, 2009 22:20
i made jackie cry today.
im too far fucking gone for this shit. i dont know why im such an asshole. im so bitter and i lashed out on her and told her why i just gave up in bed last night. and she got mad at me. MAD AT ME. FUCK YOU. i told her wouldnt of happened if she didnt fuck her ex boyfriend while we were dating. she ran into her room and closed and locked the door.
im at home and i hope i dont wake up tomorrow.
i'm such a piece of shit.
makes me think maybe sarah was right months ago.
i'm a fucking scumbag.
she won't even answer my calls now.
i'm going to get drunk.
bye.
self hatred