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i dunno what today was. it was awesome then shitty then pretty good. tonight was paul, balish, and dilluvios birthday party. it was goin good then i found some shit out that i wasnt too happy about then the cops came and it was only like 9-930 ish. and the made all the underage kids leave. so me and megan just went to charlenes and chilled with her and got motivated to go work out and start to "look good, look damn good." its just kinda shitty cos what we think is pretty much.. we dont look good now but when we lose this weight then we will start to look good. well thats pretty much how i always thought. but still its not healthy to think that... besides its not like me getting thinner will change anything anyways. haha dam this shit is making me all depressed and shit. whatever i need more sleep.