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ah...only 3 days until we go back to school and i couldnt be more excited about it. i am currently sitting here thinking about what i have been occupying my time with these days...well polo hasnt really given me any hours this week so i have been doubling up on my teaching which brings me to making around 100 dollars a week, if i teach the right people enough times....(i charge more for longer lessons)...but this also results in a time shortage to do other things that I may want to do, not that my family really cares. I have become the personal taxi cab for the family...i bring my sister to school in the morning, then I bring the twins, then at 2:45 i pick up matthew (my brother) and his friend up from school, drop his friend off, then go straight to pick the twins up, bc they all go to different schools...my sister laura, and matthew go to different private schools, the twins go the the public school in batavia, so all is scattered about. so after picking up the twins and bringing them home i leave straight for teaching, which one is in st. charles, and the others in either aurora, batavia, or geneva. after i get back from teaching, around 7ish i have to help get the dinner on the table, and the kids ready for bed...which is a bigger chore that you could EVER imagine bc it seems like the twins cease to run out of energy. after that i have to practice till about 10 or 11 and then im just wiped, and dont feel like doing anything. so ugh! there is what i have been doing...life is crazy here. and my mom still wants to go shopping together, and all the friends who are going back to school are getting frustrated with me bc i am so busy at home...they just dont seem to understand, that my family comes first, i cant just say, "hey family, fuck you, im going out." anyway, so thats it in a nutshell, im ready to go back. its been nice, but a month is far too long. and i miss brandon terribly. hopefully i will find a way to get out there this semester. we have managed to do a good job of working things out while he has been at school, this is a good start bc we will need a foundation to make it through these months b4 summer. so we are encouraging each other to do our best, and im sitting here at home thinking about him alot while hes having fun at school, but he sends me little texts througout the day to let me know hes thinking of me. we dont talk much, but we know that we are here and love each other, so hopefully, that will continue. i also found out that LAUREL IS COMING TO MY HOUSE FOR EASTER!!! YAY! which i am very excited about, obviously. and i think that's about all i have time to write for now. ugh. oh and new years resolution...LOSE WEIGHT! i have to do it b4 it gets too much to handle! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL AT SCHOOL!!!!!! I MISS MY QUAD! <3