:/...
i never realized how emotional this whole starting a new life thing is until now.
i was sifting through various pictures of things from these past few years, and wow. things have changed. a lot.
i have changed.
my friends have changed.
my boyfriends have changed.
my likes and dislikes have changed.
my favorites have changed.
i've traveled all over the world.
my hair styles have changed.
my clothing has changed.
my interests have changed.
a lot has happened in these past three years.
it's hard to look at those pictures and remember all the good things, because it's gone. those good things don't exist anymore.
and i think to myself "should i bring these pictures?"
and i know i shouldn't, because it will just weigh me down. emotionally and physically.
my new life won't include memories of musicals and choirs and orchestras and my new friends won't be able to relate to those memories, too.
and it's weird to think that in five years, when i graduate from college, i'll be doing the same exact thing.
looking back on my new memories.
just like i am now.
i was sifting through various pictures of things from these past few years, and wow. things have changed. a lot.
i have changed.
my friends have changed.
my boyfriends have changed.
my likes and dislikes have changed.
my favorites have changed.
i've traveled all over the world.
my hair styles have changed.
my clothing has changed.
my interests have changed.
a lot has happened in these past three years.
it's hard to look at those pictures and remember all the good things, because it's gone. those good things don't exist anymore.
and i think to myself "should i bring these pictures?"
and i know i shouldn't, because it will just weigh me down. emotionally and physically.
my new life won't include memories of musicals and choirs and orchestras and my new friends won't be able to relate to those memories, too.
and it's weird to think that in five years, when i graduate from college, i'll be doing the same exact thing.
looking back on my new memories.
just like i am now.