Who knows
Day after day it is the same thing. Get a job, go to work, go to school. I sit day after day, thinking about the same things. I have a large family, a few good friends, a great boyfriend. Is it bad that I still feel all alone. My boyfriends sister said something earlier to me about feeling alone and I noticed that we all do. Are we all alone in someway or is it just us? we all go to work or school and are surrounded by a different people. Are we noticed or do we blend into the walls. I feel like I blend into the walls. If I am not loud or cheerful no one notices me. I need to be funny. I need to be normal. Otherwise I get told to change. That it is not right.