Growth
Well some mega shit has gone down with E. So his mom leaves, then comes back and starts her crap again. She does not see it. At all. She lives in her reasons/excuses for the way she acts or E acts. It's really messed up. E decided to move out. I helped him find an apartment and took over his bank account. I have tried to untangle the mess his mom made between both of their bank accounts, but it is going to take a while to separate everything. She has things so totally intertwined its unbelievable.
As for me I have decided to wean myself off of the Lexapro. I'm down to half of my dosage. The first few days were unbelievable, crazy, emotional, etc. I cried at the drop of a pin. I was anxious, paranoid. Now it's like normal. I feel normal. And the greatest thing of all: I CAN FUCKING FEEL!!!! I can feel all kinds of feelings, love, sex is one thousand times better. I still feel a little anxious probably because of the adderall, but I do want to get off this med.
Just within the past week E and I have experienced tremendous amounts of growth. He is breaking the chains of his mother. I am weaning myself off of mind altering substances, and oh yes, I can feel when I practice!
As for me I have decided to wean myself off of the Lexapro. I'm down to half of my dosage. The first few days were unbelievable, crazy, emotional, etc. I cried at the drop of a pin. I was anxious, paranoid. Now it's like normal. I feel normal. And the greatest thing of all: I CAN FUCKING FEEL!!!! I can feel all kinds of feelings, love, sex is one thousand times better. I still feel a little anxious probably because of the adderall, but I do want to get off this med.
Just within the past week E and I have experienced tremendous amounts of growth. He is breaking the chains of his mother. I am weaning myself off of mind altering substances, and oh yes, I can feel when I practice!