I HATE.......(part 3)
again...i just want to go get into a ball in my closet and shut the door and stay there and cry till there is no water left inside my body!!!!!
1) today was day 3 (and last day) of pre uil....
A) i had to walk sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and i didnt really get to sit down and rest my feet so they are hurting really bad!!
B) i seemed to be one of the only people who stayed till the end and did the hard manual labor (the person who was "incharge" left before the hard part)
C) i also drank a soda again (i gave up soda for lent)
D) im really really really really really really really really really really tired
E) some of the people that i knew from stinson (when i went there and i have talked to them a few times this year) pretended that i was invisable (they saw me but ignored my hello)
2) my dad is upset because uiw said that i was going to get some money from them and then my dad said that im not going to get it cuz i dont qaulify
A) my dad said we might not be able to afford uiw which means i mught not go to the one college that i wanted to go to
B) my dad also yelled at me because of it
3) my orchestra teacher wants me to do a solo
4) i might not get to play in uil
5) i was ran over and knocked over by people at my school
6) my orchestra teacher doesnt see the work that ive done for her for the past THREE DAYS
all i want to do is cry and sleep but i have to apply for more scholarships so i can hopefully get into uiw
Not Pretty Enough--Kasey Chambers
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
1) today was day 3 (and last day) of pre uil....
A) i had to walk sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and i didnt really get to sit down and rest my feet so they are hurting really bad!!
B) i seemed to be one of the only people who stayed till the end and did the hard manual labor (the person who was "incharge" left before the hard part)
C) i also drank a soda again (i gave up soda for lent)
D) im really really really really really really really really really really tired
E) some of the people that i knew from stinson (when i went there and i have talked to them a few times this year) pretended that i was invisable (they saw me but ignored my hello)
2) my dad is upset because uiw said that i was going to get some money from them and then my dad said that im not going to get it cuz i dont qaulify
A) my dad said we might not be able to afford uiw which means i mught not go to the one college that i wanted to go to
B) my dad also yelled at me because of it
3) my orchestra teacher wants me to do a solo
4) i might not get to play in uil
5) i was ran over and knocked over by people at my school
6) my orchestra teacher doesnt see the work that ive done for her for the past THREE DAYS
all i want to do is cry and sleep but i have to apply for more scholarships so i can hopefully get into uiw
Not Pretty Enough--Kasey Chambers
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, Why do you see, Why do you see right through me?